wishes

alone.

that's how i spent christmas eve last night. i've spent such eves in the office for the past three years, so it was something different. the difference, however, was far from being appreciated as i slept the whole of it! ha-ha. everyone was away, and i was kind of tired and well-spent, anyway...

my first thought this morning was how gregg spent his. with winnie, i'm sure. having a spanking good time. or sleeping. the guy sleeps all the time- what with his boring girlfriend and all! ha-ha. mean, at such a time like this. sorry. i take that back. i wish he had a great time, with whomever he spent it.

and i wish we could spend new year's eve together. well, i will be in the office for year-end churvanesses, and i'm hoping he would be too, for whatever churvanesses.

merry christmas, all!

scream

gawd!

i couldn't believe my eyes when i saw him in the lobby, sitting, looking bored and spoiled, as always. how could it have been easy to believe when momenst ago, i was just thinking and blogging about him?! i was taken by surprise, but acted cool, as is my wont in his presence.

i threw him a look, like the one i usually save for non-issues. he looked back, and resumed in his boredom and his thoughts.

i want to scream!

aaaaahhhhh!!!!!

introduction

the mistress of gregg.

who is gregg? he is the lounge parasite. winnie's 100+ month-long love.

who is gregg to me? my stalkee. my reason for smiling the silly high school smile. my means to a semi-normal lovelife (or the lack of one). my purpose for the i-have-all-the-time-in-the-world belief.

i am the mistress.